An existential rambling. I see stories about Ron Paul, I start to listen and think it makes sense. He's not the Approved candidate. The media doesn't want me to know about him. I'm not a libertarian, but he's not a madman or an idiot, and that's a plus. Then I see stories about an organized effort to flood the sites I read like reddit and digg with Ron Paul stories. I realize this groundswell of support I was sensing may have simply been astroturf. I feel used. Then I realize that the stories about the organized efforts may, in and of themselves, be a conspiracy by the big media who don't want him recognized. Then I think, what if I'm paranoid? Or worse yet, a sheep.